The Stars That Usher Evening Rose

I guess I shall update on the whole Jamie situation. On Thursday evening I went to the mall to where she works and told her how I felt about her. Her initial reaction was that of surprise as she had the text book dropped jawed look on her face. I basically just told her how I felt and why I had not said anything to her sooner, so on and so forth. After her initial surprised reaction she really gave me nothing to work with as she said nothing nor gave me any signs in one direction or the other. Basically once she felt like I was finished she went on acting like I had not said anything to her. The days since she has not said anything either so I basically have no idea what she is thinking. She came over Thursday night and spent the night so she obviously wasn't that uncomfortable with what I told her. Though for some reason she did not tell Niki I had said anything to her, though Niki did red it out herself. As at one point Jamie went to the restroom and Niki turned to me and said "You told her didn't you?" and I said "She told you huh?" and Niki said "No, I can just tell" she also said it was because I was acting weird and I later asked her about it and said that not only was I acting strange but so was Jamie. Which I noticed a little too as she was more talkative than normal and quite often talked in a higher pitched girly voice especially towards me. I have been trying to get a read of Jamie in the times I have been around her since Thursday but she has been pretty silent about everything. Niki and Jamie spent half of Friday together so I was hoping that they would talk about it at some point but when I asked Niki Saturday morning if Jamie had said anything Niki said "not really". Whatever "not really" means, does that mean she did say something or not, but I didn't think to ask Niki that until after she had left to go to her sister's cheerleading competition. I half wonder if she has stuck it in the back of her mind and has not really thought about it which could be for a couple different reasons. One reason could be that she may not be interested and therefore just stuck it in the back of her mind and is trying to move past it but it also could be because she is afraid that if she does think about it that of what the answer might be because if she is interested and does like me then it would definitely put her in a difficult situation. So, basically I am just sitting here in limbo. Hopefully I will find something out in the near future, if I do I will post about it.